The Rides Of Life

ok, the gig on friday was great =)
even though the turn out wasn't that great, but it felt more warm in a way
kudos to those who turned up.
anyway, went down to baybeats on saturday and sunday, love the atmosphere of it
was good hanging out with friends and catching the bands perform.

had some thoughts running through me this whole week.
and I guess God spoke to me through andy...

he told me a story about how a little gal had a teddy bear,
and she saw a necklace that she liked so much.
So she asked her daddy to get it for her.
But her father said in order for her to have the necklace,
she must give up her teddy bear. She didn't want to, for she wanted both,
and she cried and cried but finally she handed her teddy bear to her father.
Her father was just waiting for her to give up the teddy bear, and when she did,
he bought and necklace for her and also returned her teddy bear back to her, so she had both.
The father just wanted to teach her a valuable lesson.

I guess sometimes, i'm like that little gal, holding on to the things that i treasure most,
and not relying on God at all...... But when He comes and take it away from me,
I struggle to hold on to it...... but all He wants is to let me give it up and rely on Him,
letting Him lead my life, for He knows best.....

I am starting to let go and i know i have to rely totally on Him. I want to.....
I guess that's all it takes for me to find real happiness and joy, it's through Him.....
Thank you God, for letting me see the clearer picture. I love you dearly.

posted by de @ 10:22 AM